Bi'idznillah, it gets better

The future is getting better, bi'idznillah.

In the name of Allah the most merciful and the most beneficent. May the peace and blessing be with all of us. Ameen.

Hey awk, igt x mlm mse awk jumpe sy ngn Farid kt PWTC aritu? Maaf, mungkin cara kita berkenalan adalah salah. But deep inside me saying that there's something more, it's not just a usual 'bumped into' like what u have in ur Badoo. We met for reason of course! I knew ur story, hey, I felt a lil dissaponted for what u did in ur past. But i'm not going to judge u, I'll walk with u.

Kusambut tanganmu di lembayung senja
Lukisan sejarah mengukir kulitmu
Mungkinkah terlewat pertemuan kali ini?
- Amuk, Hakikat.

I am willing to be your guardian angel, not to fix u but to guide..and not to harm u but to protect. Forget the pain in ur past, let's think our future.

If... u are willing to change.
But u seems not...hurmm..how to say this?
Give me answer.

Kalaulah ku dapat menyeru waktu dulu, kuhias semula ia untukmu.
Kupimpin tanganmu ke zaman indah syahdu,
Tidaklah kau seperti hari ini..
- Hakikat

Forgive People As You Expected Allah To Forgive You

Forgive People As You Expected Allah To Forgive You.

In the name of Allah the most merciful and the most beneficent. May the peace and His blessing be upon u, ameen. 

I Told Allah A lot About You, Then I Cried.

"And Allah knows, while you know not"

Redha itu nampak  mudah. Kan? Nak ikhlas itu sungguh pahit. Tapi pahitkan ubat paling mujarab.. 

Ya allah help me forgive when everything inside me tells me not to.Help me let go when my heart is so wounded that I feel it’s breaking.Open my eyes to things that can heal me, things that can comfort me and make me stronger. 

Hold my hand and let me cry on Your shoulder. Hug me for a while.Take me to places I’ve never been, let me stand on the highest mountain,so I can see how foolish I am for clinging to my anger. 

 Forgive people as you expected Allah to forgive you.

I have learned that sometimes "Sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change. 

Help me love the people who hurt me as You love us all, although we hurt You every day by our words, thoughts and actions. 

"And whosoever repents and does righteous good deeds; then verily, he repents towards Allah with true repentance”

[al-Furqaan 25:70-71] 

Give me the inner strength to heal and not to break, to comfort and not to destroy, to repay good for evil and love for hatred.

Allahu..You know everything, the truth and what actually i faced. Please, ease everything. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

I Told Allah A Lot About You..Then I Cried.

In the name of Allah the most merciful and the most beneficent. May the peace and His bless be with u, ameen. 

On a wet December night, on a train board for nowhere.

Tears were in the air tonight.

I was like a solitude soldier, 

Fighting addiction 

Conquer depression.

Content this fear. Alone.

Even if I manage to get clean,

it wasn't last that long.

The demons are always there on my back.