MY BROTHER: THE STORY OF US

I don't have any biological brother. I never know how is like having a brother. But then u came in and stay, changed and fixed this broken soul. Yes! You're my brother, and nothing caneverrchange that for us!

I don't despise you for what you allowed to happen to me. I despise you because when I was released, you refused to be found and I needed you more than anything in my life. Not to mend my broken bones, Zuraimy. I needed my brother to mend my broken spirit.

You are the only guy in my life who has seen me during my best and my worst. You are the only guy in my life who knows not only my visible strengths, but also my hidden flaws. Yet, you keep supporting me again and again. 

Do you know what brother, friend, hero and idol have in common? They are all names that I call you.

Thank you!
For always there for me: financially, emotionally, and physically.

For every dreams u make come true:
For the first airlines I flew, for UNISEL, for IPB, for NICHE, for Chettinad, for Chennai, for Kuching, for KL, for your trust, for the shelter, for KK, and everything best thing that I had with you.

I love u bro! 

BOZEMAN TO MIDLAND

BOZEMAN TO MIDLAND

Mountain road,

Take me to Midland

He's waiting, I'm coming.

Thousand miles, Bozeman smiles!

The Rocky was cold,

Was on December dawn.

Biilings, Wyoming, Colorado and its mounts,

Town to towns, left on countries.

Five one eight down the road.

Four seventy highway to Smith,

For a pure love, I fear of nothing!

Texas will pray for me.

He is my strength, knows me better,

He is my soul nourished my courage.

At a single glance I saw him walking,

Down the Big Spring Street all the way of corner..

He waved at me with all his tears.

God, I love him if this is Your trials

MAHABALIPURAM: THE HINDUISM ANCIENT TEMPLE

Travelog: Mahabalipuram - UNESCO Site of The Ancient Temples.

Location: Mahabalipuram (also known as Mammalipuram)

Kancheepuram Dist. Tamil Nadu, 

INDIA.

Description:

Group of Monuments at Mahabalipuram

This group of sanctuaries, founded by the

Pallava kings, was carved out of rock along the Coromandel coast in the 7th and 8th centuries.

Brief History:

It is known especially for its rathas (temples in the form of chariots), mandapas (cave sanctuaries), giant open-air reliefs such as the famous 'Descent of the Ganges', and the temple of Rivage, with thousands of sculptures to the glory of Shiva.

Getting There

Just 45 minutes out of the city of Chennai (ex: Madras), take the East Coast Road down south to Kelambakkam (nearest town to Mahabalipuram). Twenty minutes driving from here, first stops at the historic town of Mahabalipuram.

Travel Tips

The 7th century erstwhile port city is famous for its rock-cut shore temples. A lone lighthouse on a hill watches over a group of temples below. Mahabalipuram also has some great cafes that serve good sea food. A backpacker’s delight, one can find cheap.

MAHABALIPURAM: The UNESCO Site of Groups of Ancient Indian Temple

Ancient monument

Ruin of ancient temple

Kelambakkam, India

Kelambakkam, Kancheepuram District

ENDLESS NIGHT

ENDLESS NIGHT

I can’t see a path that can lead me forward 

Stuck in a blinding darkness, 
stuck in an emotional state 

There’s no light shining from the sky 

Looking around, 
the heart’s suddenly afraid 

Why doesn't this long night pass on? 

Will there be any path from here?

No matter what, I know the sun will shine tomorrow 

But how long will the wait be or will the heart stay forever in this eternal light? 

Why doesn't this long night pass on? 

Will there be any path from here?

No matter what, I know the sun will shine tomorrow 

When the new morning arrives, the heart hopes to find a path

When the sorrows of yesterday 
come crashing against this weak heart 

The reason the heart loses is that
 we neglected the needs of our heart 

My suffering has turned into an endless night, 
but I know that this will pass 

As long as time goes by, 
so will my sorrow because eternal night doesn't exist 

Day and night will continue on,
that is time’s endlessly.

MY LONELINESS

My Loneliness: And I live with that for few years now! How wouldn't I know how it feels like?

It might be a long time, and it has been so far away, from the day we went in our separate ways. we went our separate ways that day.

There were maybe hundreds or even thousands of people, they came into my life and make it go around. Because it wasn't you, so I haven't t found what I had lost.

Everyday without you is like a day with no meaning. And those day that we were together, we were so much in love and completely happy.
How can I go back to the time that you are still together?

All alone in my room. I can see no path that can lead me forward from here. So I sit in darkness, with this lonely heart.

The night can be so very long when I can see no light from the sky. The more I look around, the more I become afraid, of the night that has yet to pass.

Is there any other way to go? 

The reason that I lost our love is because I neglected the needs of both our heart. My suffering become an endless night but it will soon come to pass.

As long as the time goes by so will my sorrow. Because the thought of our love means that there is no endless night.

When we are in a new morning, we'll find a way from this endless night. Let it be the song on the way along with only his and my voice, that we'll be together for all time.

"As long as you love,you still have hope"

THE UNIVERSAL OF LOVE

WHICH LOVE IS UNIVERSAL?

At the moment we broke up, I have been thinking, how will you make life from now on without me? You must probably be moving on, seems like you're happy forgetting me, then replacing me to another person into your life. Me? Without you my life has totally change.

Sometimes it seems like too much care of someone that you're too much in love with, soon, we'll gonna end up hurting each other feeling. So it's suck. And bullshit too.

But I still got to believe, as long as the time goes by, we would all agree that there is no such thing as ‘too much love’. Because love is always good. And contagious too. 

Even if we make mistakes along the way, it’s better than never having tried to love and to be loved. Do you agree? 

Life always gives us opportunity to start over after we learn from our mistakes. I hope you take these opportunities and take good care of the person who love you. Appreciate them while they're around, because tomorrow wouldn't bring the same chance like u are having today.

Adios

Thank you for everything.

THIS IS MY LONELINESS

THIS IS MY LONELINESS

I am lonely to the point that that I'm afraid. It’s like when we were younger, we were so lonely because we didn't have a lot of friends. And now that we are grown up, loneliness seems just so much worse.

Why is it so bad for me? 

It’s not easy at all because the longer he is gone from me, the more I miss him. So, I have one question. If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle the day when we are separated? And, if being separated is a part of life and you know about separation well, is it possible, Tong, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them?

At the same time, I was also wondering. Is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? That’s my loneliness. I have lived with it now for five years. I know just how bad loneliness feels. I fear it will continue to get worse.

Ahmad Saifuddin Awang (1990 - 2007) Pasir Puteh.

Al-Fatihah

STORY OF MY LIFE: Begin Here

Show me where it all started. From here to nowhere, I didn't know that I was lost! 

MADRAS: THE LOST HUMANITY

FROM THE STREET OF MADRAS

Of the scam and the luxurious skyscrapers, there are poverty and neglected humanity in between. Here is a home for millions souls. The ground for the opportunist, the land for the achiever and dreamer, and the heaven for the beggars and burglars. 

This is the city that hide tears of children and women, the shelter for the urban and the slums, and this city is hide it's darkest secret: beggars and burglary.

Rupee is their currency. The exchange rate of Rupee to Ringgit is 

MYR 1 = INR 7.5 

The scene taken from slum area at the Marina Beach Fisherman Village

T.Nagar beggar

Syafiq was followed by a beggar

This little kid is asking for moneywhen we refuse to buy the coloring book she trying to sell with high price