Friday, 25 April 2014

THIS IS MY LONELINESS


THIS IS MY LONELINESS


I am lonely to the point that that I'm afraid. It’s like when we were younger, we were so lonely because we didn't have a lot of friends. And now that we are grown up, loneliness seems just so much worse.


Why is it so bad for me? 

It’s not easy at all because the longer he is gone from me, the more I miss him. So, I have one question. If we can love someone so much, how will we be able to handle the day when we are separated? And, if being separated is a part of life and you know about separation well, is it possible, Tong, that we can love someone and never be afraid of losing them?



At the same time, I was also wondering. Is it possible that we can live our entire life without loving anyone at all? That’s my loneliness. I have lived with it now for five years. I know just how bad loneliness feels. I fear it will continue to get worse.


Ahmad Saifuddin Awang (1990 - 2007) Pasir Puteh.
Al-Fatihah

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